Sometimes, I am slightly down and envious. use the name O.J. Simpson (as a formerly admirable and seemingly great when compared to a previous black person and now a man "who was able to get away with doing it") pessimistically, and then I overcome it quickly and get good to myself in a hurry to live a healthy life in the place I am. In the light of that, both professionally and personallly, I am about to begin this piece. Anyone who hasn't experienced even the most downright negative bumps and slams on the road that they have to conquer from the ground up sometimes. It's a fact of our lives and Gemstagram of existence of course. But those terrible, pessimistic, lemons must be transformed into good optimistic lemonade, even by those with everything against them and seemingly no hope positively (yet). We need to be open with ourselves first and that's what I refer to as "the bone marrow and the dirt" in my name. Although it can be difficult to admit our Trending News weaknesses in our negativity, desperation and skepticism. They have to be admitted to be able to truly overcome them and create inner confidence and confidence in us. In order to be honest and truly present with ourselves, we need to be honest and open about our shortcomings andvirtues fully. Without such admissions, we're searching in the darkness for our own light. When you turn on the lights in your living room, what do you see unremittingly? Do not hesitate, be attentive and take a long or great view of yourself. If you are able to do this and not become scared and go crazy or become odd, these are the first signs of genuine authentic, unremitting and real strength and optimism. Falsely believing that you will "make it" isn't a factor either. Sometimes, it is being a totally, healthy and truly normal person with heart that makes you an superhero, if you understand what I'm talking about. Everybody loves the feeling of winning, but so many do not like the feeling of paying fully for it that way. It's a procedure, and it's an incredible process that develops character and even hurts sometimes. But for those who stick with it, it's worth it in every way that really counts. Ah, the joys and sorrows of optimism when it's real. Phony optimism is closing your eyes, fearfully proceeding forward , hoping that things do not blow up, mess up or go wrong even if you actually win, you take the credit but if things go wrong, you give up and shift blame as Sean McVay the Los Angeles Rams football coach appears to do on local news programs on the news in Los Angeles, California when they lose in a major game and claim all the credit when they win those same huge games. I'm telling you to take on every single failure and achievement and you'll get there truly, however difficult it might seem at times, as it is genuine growth. It is a fact is necessary if you're on the real path of growth that is not hiding, flailing or fear. Anything else will miss the issue and missing the whole point. They say the cost of failing to meet the standard is death. The cost of making it is real existence and living in full and without fear this is it. It's all about choice, really. I am Joshua Clayton, I am a freelance writer based within Inglewood, California. I have also written under several pen names and aliases, however Joshua Clayton is my real name, and I write as that in the majority of my writing. I am a philosopher and objective and honest action taker. I also work at a senior centre located in Gardena, California as my day job, and I do other things. However, most importantly I write.